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Thursday, March 15, 2012

Unbroken

It's the softest place
inside of my head
flipped around
to the opposite
side of the bed
he always did things
that got me confused
but nothing was used
our conscience was soothed
by the thighs and the highs
and the brains and the names
and the hands and the lack of our plans
unengaged,
untied, unbroken
and hopelessly lost
the toll was too high
but we both paid the cost

And he said baby
you feel so crazy
you feel so good
i would if i could
why can't I feel you when you feel so good?

Like a veteran lost
his nerves were so shot
feeling cold when he touched me
 my skin was so hot and so soft
and he loved to kiss it
but would rather dismiss it
like something was off
it was wrong
it was broke
til we'd put on a song
and then hope
would come flooding back into
the fingertips into my hair
you needed me lingering there

and he said baby
you feel so crazy
you feel so good
i would if i could
why can't i feel you when you feel so good?

its something to rely on
a high we can fly on
its borderline crazy
his touches they save me
I tried to break him
but his mind just won't let him be insane
it's too damn risky
so he'd rather feel the pain
when i'm calling out his name

he said baby i love it when you do it like that
what i'm giving to you you give right back
he can hear it in my voice
a trembled echo of his heart
feels so good when we're together
but he'd rather be apart

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Otis Rap

Damn Yeezy and Hov,
you be goin in
but imma bout add my own touch, feminine
don't be fooled by the curves
put your brakes on
i'm bout to pull out the stops
red octagons
big city girl
with a little waist
boys gettin at me
yeah they want a taste
but imma make em eat
a slice of humble pie
cuz i'm a bad chick
deuces to the sky

Yea, I know you love it
got more goods in here than a kitchen cupboard
intelligent, graduated well
with my raybans on lookin fly as hell
if you're lookin for me
better mapquest
cuz bein everywhere you're not is on my checklist
yeah i thought i told you
your records couldn't sell
if your last name was sold
or sold very well
ohh
enough about that shit
yeah i'm rappin on otis
and i'm goin so hard
they said i was hot
i said guilty as charged
i'm gettin to the money
never lookin bummy
my skies always sunny
just another undergrad
who wants the world back
and i'm comin out on top
now occupy that

Rack City Rap

What you lookin at?
Yeah it's mixed muse
just call me the bomb
I got a short fuse
bout to blow it up
like fat dudes
showin up at the top
of your itunes
yeah i love to sing
but i can lay a beat
down like a syndrome
put me on repeat
now i'm skippin
like double dutch
i got that old school flow
gettin jealous much?
pretty brown eyes
pretty brown skin
pretty talented
i was born to win
like gaga i was born this way
and i get money
the rack city way

can't hold a beat
get your grip right
can't hold a candle
i'll put out your light
like tyson all up in your face
a killer with the ink
put you in your place

hail from chitown
yeah it's pretty windy
better get your coat on
when you come to my home
yeah i got that chili flow
gettin extra spicy
oh i think they like me
yeah they wanna wife me
but um, i'm sorry
I'm riding solo
livin like yolo
gettin my dough tho
lames can't touch me
better get ya swiffer on
lookin kinda dusty

Damn, i'm killin this verse
I'm sorry tyga but I had to put it in a hearse
like 6 feet under
i'm pine box fresh
you better ask drake
cuz i'm the fuckin best

Broken Organ

After a very long haitus I've decided to post my writing again.

Like a broken organ
in all my imperfect glory
come listen to a story
started back when they popped 8 tracks in
step into the future
but let the past be your teacher
lessons feelin too hard
i write it on the blackboard too many times
i will not chase what's not mine
i will not waste my time
tik tok
your hearts like a clock
mines more like an audemars
iced it out to feel secure
but that shit don't
stop u just feel it more
so they look at me like what you sad for
well i don't even bother to explain
the pain
or the game
or the name
or the fact that i feel like I'm insane
only wanna spit my flow
watch money grow
damn its such a shame
got all these folks around me
but don't nobody know my name